GATO DE CHESHIRE

i find out something shitty,, me hace querer llorar o nose...
i just wanna know,, porke eskonderlo??,, porke no simplemente me dicen la verdad
y yaa.. why did i have to find out this way
i hate ....
fuck .....
i just wanna be alone, all alone,,
anybody but us,
i dont need fucking liars,,,
i fucking tired of lies,,,
they fucking think im stupid, but im not
fuckk...!!!!
y estoi segura that ..... is not going to tell me anything,,
..... is gonna keep ... lie,
till the day came, and im just gonna stay here, like a fucking idiot,
waiting, suffering, and ...... is going to be soooo happy, so motherfucking
careless,,, with that fucking bitches,,,
goshh i just hate this,, i know ..... dont fucking care about us,,,
i guess my bf was right,, but i cant understand why u.u
why did everyone of them makes me cry always,,
siempre prometen que me haran feliz, pero nunca es asi,
they say that they dont wanna be apart from me,
but i know they lie,,
that's not the problem,, el problema es porke no simplemente lo
dicen,
fuck ......
maybe .... is not the one for me,,
no one is,,,
damn im depressed..