i hate this side of me.. this piece that make me insecure, make a little freakin cat..untrusting everyone.. but i know.. i've got my reasons, but its hard to make 'em understand... cause i may sound a little .. obsesive... or something like that...
but i know im not,, i just wanna make sure that the sad story its not gonna be told again

i've been the main character so many times .. and i dont like that feeling.. i dont like to be her... id rather just be alone.. but to suffer,, being with someone, and being hurt.. like always..
i just want to know what it feels like, te be happy, without having to worry, just laying there, thinkin of nothing, of no one, just me and myself... its what maybe i was always looking for, but im not sure anymore... im not sure of being around this world.. about sharing my little world,, i dont wanna be understood.. i just wanna be left alone,,

but then i take a step back.. why am I saying that??... didn't i see him?.. and most important... didnt i feel him??...

im just trapped between 2 worlds, being alone, to think, to love myself.. to be selfish... or being with him..
i really like the second option, but, im not good at sharing.. anything.. im not good at taking care of someone, im not good about relationships...

i may not be the one to be with him.. he's just waaaay to much awesome, perfect.. and maybe im just... nothing... im not worth anything.. he deserves something better,,, someone that fills him inside,, i cant do that.. im just too.. selfish..


i cant give him back what he gave me... i know he's happy this way...
but in the future... he's gonna get tired... And there itis when the sad history was beginning...

nipaa :)
hoi estaba akordandome de la pelikula de Dragon Ball Z: Un Futuro Diferente, Gohan y Trunks...

neee seriia geniial poder ir al futuro, ver lo ke sucedera,, y depende de como este la situaciOn cambiar las cosas en el presente :) nipaa

rekuerdo ke hace mucho en nose donde lei un artikulo de Albert Einstein.. ke es mi cientifiko favorito.. pk todos decian ke estaba loco etc. algo asi le paso a Picasso, ke decian ke era gay pk se la pasaba dibujando florecitas y corazones etc..

Oh y eso me rekuerda a mi.. cuando estaba en la eskuela el año pasado.. la mayoria de los maestros me decian ke miis dibujos no valian la pena.. y rekuerdo k una maestra me dijo :''vas a tener k buskarte un buen marido para ke te mantenga'' hahaha
solo pienso.. ke almenos yo sere alguien importante.. y no una simple maestra de español ;)


bueno shaa regresando al tema.. los soldados nazis entraron a la casa de einstein a matarlo.. y no lo enkontraron.. y cmo gandallas ke son.. registrando en sus cosas, enkontraron una nota ke decia:
''Lo logre, he viajado en el tiempo. A.Einstein''

entonces, es posible hacerlo.. supongo ke modificando o mas bien, sabiendo utilizar la 4° dimension.. o nose.. >.< pero seria interesante..
aunke aun no se mui bien como seria posible.. los hipercubos tendran algo ke ver en esto????

como sea, se ke algun dia... sere un cientifiko famoso,. especializado en fisica-matematica.. y aparte.. diseñadora de modas.. y ''otaku''
XD

fer te amo :$